Hehehehe.I`m going crazy that`s what my friend told me.I`m sick of life just waiting for my time to expired(when N result is out).I was bored yesterday night about 2 in the morning and suddenly i was motivated to create this poem:
The world split into two parts.
The rich and the poverty.
Just like a broken heart.
Separated,it always be.
All i see now is macdonald and kfc.
But kids lived in the affected area of the earthquake in Indonesia has nothing to eat.
I was blinded,i didnt see.
And i was greedy and i cant help it.
10,20 or 30 dollars.
we spent it on buying gifts and stuff.
I bought this shirt that had this retard collar.
For your information,the cost of each shirt you bought can feed a couple of children that is starved.
This is the end of a short story.
Hope you woke up,not from your bed but to your sense.
There is no need to feel pity.
Just go out there,we all believe in it.
I dont know why i thought that my life has no colour in it.I cant blame my parents for their failure,right??Is not having a father is also considered a bad thing?Boy,i never want to be like my father.I wish he was never exist.Is this retribution?
Sometimes i ask myself,why God always give me test that i cant even handle...Why cant God just take my life away,so that all troubles are saved...Dont think that i`m stress ok,i`m just saying whats on my mind.I feel so sinned and alone sometimes...i always want to have a Dad so that i can always share my problem in relationship and i can always share my joy when i won something.Just to tell you something humorous,the last time that jackass bought me a present was when i was 10.It was beyblade.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Life after 'N' Level
'N' Level is over.Finally....
Hey for your information,i`m working every Monday and Thursday.So dont ask me out on this days.Not a hard job though,not a easy one too.Just have to sort out books and large map and earn $6 per hour.I kinda missed everyone,my friends,my teachers,Mdm Vicki and the auntie at the drink stall.Everyone is so buzy with jobs that we don`t meet that often.What going to happened to us in 10 years time?Also,I`m dying to play floorball again....So i begging you,whoever or whatever to organise friendly for Merahans Floorball Team.
Do you want to know about my Finland or 'Suomi' Trip experience?It was a great camp and i really want to thank Mr Sekaran for this.Lets cut it short,the first day of the tournament,i scored 4 goals in 2 matches.But in the second day, i was too sad for a personal reason and resulting me to failed to scored any goal in 2 matches....I thought i lose something precious,but i was wrong.The precious stuff was so close to me and i dont realised it.But everything is alittle bit too late right now.
So im really sorry for not updating my blog.Nowadays im really buzy and my laptop is still spoilt.Do you know that when people change,the world change too???If the world change,do you think is it still important for us to look at the past??Well i dont think so.....Thats all for today.Im here,at the school library at 1.40 pm with Mdm Vicki.She's a great peron,you know?
Hey for your information,i`m working every Monday and Thursday.So dont ask me out on this days.Not a hard job though,not a easy one too.Just have to sort out books and large map and earn $6 per hour.I kinda missed everyone,my friends,my teachers,Mdm Vicki and the auntie at the drink stall.Everyone is so buzy with jobs that we don`t meet that often.What going to happened to us in 10 years time?Also,I`m dying to play floorball again....So i begging you,whoever or whatever to organise friendly for Merahans Floorball Team.
Do you want to know about my Finland or 'Suomi' Trip experience?It was a great camp and i really want to thank Mr Sekaran for this.Lets cut it short,the first day of the tournament,i scored 4 goals in 2 matches.But in the second day, i was too sad for a personal reason and resulting me to failed to scored any goal in 2 matches....I thought i lose something precious,but i was wrong.The precious stuff was so close to me and i dont realised it.But everything is alittle bit too late right now.
So im really sorry for not updating my blog.Nowadays im really buzy and my laptop is still spoilt.Do you know that when people change,the world change too???If the world change,do you think is it still important for us to look at the past??Well i dont think so.....Thats all for today.Im here,at the school library at 1.40 pm with Mdm Vicki.She's a great peron,you know?
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