its miserable at best part 4

yo wassup!haha,cool huh..lets start with floorball update.yesterday we beat Daredevil 13-4.managed to score 1 only.mr sekaran was there.he was dissapointed with the way i played even though i was the playmaker in the game...had always been dissapointed..planned to do airhook,but never get the chance to get close to the goal post...the opponent were just too fast.but its ok,we still won.thats my purpose for playing.

Missed her.most of the time.all the time,i mean.but taking it slowly.don't want to crashed onto something.i heard she sprained her ankle last friday.felt bad.for not being there for her.break my promise.if only i came earlier,i might have offered her my help.but NO.says my friend.they told me,i'm not related to her anymore,i should just mind my own business.i was mad at them.i still regard her as 1 of my friends.told them not to say that again ever.but will she see me as her friend?or perhaps,her enemy...all up to you emira.i can't do much here...i heard that you already moved on.good for you.bad for me.real bad...i just can't believed this.gone so fast...nevermind...lets not talk about it.one thing i realised.winning a game without you being there.the feeling is just weird.very weird.kept looking at the supporters area..was hoping if you were there..but still...you was'nt there.was like searching for you instead of looking at the ball.when we concede i did'nt even realised..thats the funniest part.you can laugh now...

Recently met this girl online.her nickname is Blueny.very cheerful kind of person.was lucky i met her...taught me to be optimistic even though it will be hard..she told me not to give up.cause one day,you will forgive me.and accept me as your friend.well hopefully.she taught me.alot of stuff.the meaning of 'colgate' in spainish.the population of china.told me a true story of an unlucky road sweeper.told me the largest toys distributor.it was'nt toys r' us...its actually MacDonald.interesting right?yupp,i know.she's a really close friend.i respect her for who she is.she support me.from the back.told me not to give up.keep me going.i wanna thank you Blueny.i never had the chance to do so.but 1 day i will.Blueny,i will win this fight right?only you understand how dissapointed i am.my life.my action...its not too late emira...there's this peribahasa,im not sure there's a link to this or not but i hope you understand.don't laugh alright.here goes:kalau sesat di hujung jalan,balik ke pangkal jalan...hmm...im not sure there's a link but hope you know what i meant...lets go back to the old days emira..i've waited so long for this...can't keep me hanging like this all day...hope your leg are getting better.till then,its miserable at best part 4.goodnight and take care...