Pakcik Hassan

I know today is the first day or raya so I`m not gonna talk about it much because of a sad news i get a few minutes ago from my sis . We were besties , more like a brother . We play , we chill , we hangout , whatever it is we do it together . His Dad was awesome . He was a great guy although everyone thought that he is insane because he like to talked to himself . I always called him "Pakcik" cause I was trying to be courteous . And only today I find out his real name , Pakcik Hassan , and today only I find out that he passed away most likely during last year Hari Raya .

During our childhood time , for guys , most probably our loves for soccer was first came from our Dad who introduced the sport to us . But it wasn`t my Dad who coached me slowly , or play a mini-match with me at the void deck . It was Pakcik Hassan . First I learned how to kick the ball when we were playing a small with a group of friends including my bestfriend and my brother . After a few months , his Pakcik Hassan joined us . This is when I really take or play soccer seriously cause I really enjoying it and started to love it . Then after our game probably ends at 6 in the evening , he always give us an exact 10 bucks note to buy us all drinks . I still remembered those memories when we had coke together hanging out , chit-chatting till 6.30 and soon after we went home . We do this all weekends and I never fell sick of it .

I feel so useless now that he is gone . I just hoping to be a better person to make him proud . Yes I am feeling very sad right now , hell yeah I am . But I`m sure he probably won`t want to see me me sad like this during the first day of Hari Raya . For my muslim friends who is reading this , I really hope you could say some prayers like Al-Fateha for him . It`s just a small request from me . Thank you all .

Hibernate

ITE are having 2 weeks holiday due to YOG and it ends on this coming Monday when school reopen . Sorry for not updating much cause I`m lazy to . That`s the fact , face it dude... Well it`s been a long time since I touched my floorball stick because the floorball season is already over . Now all I`m waiting for is the upcoming league where they combined Div 3 and 4 together , sort of .

Holiday . Some will shout for hooray , will look out for jobs or maybe partying around every night . Well , my job is a little simple...It starts at 10.30 am .First wakes up send my little sis to her school bus went home and take a 'short' nap till 5.50 pm to fetch her from her school bus again .Then wait till 7.15 pm to break fast and at 8 pm sharp went off the bridge to meet Zauf , Fir ,Iqram or maybe Hanisah and we hangout till 10 pm... Well instead of saying 'hangout' I prefer using the word 'praying' cause we actually supposed to go for our prayers but we don`t . Look at kids these days , what a mess....Went home used the lappy for facebook , amateur porn , games ,online soccer or any other shit you could think of...Lappy , lappy , lappy till 5 am in the morning and sleep till I had to wake up to send my sis to her school bus. That is why I named this post 'Hibernate' cause sleeping play a big role during my holidays . Well at least 'sleeping' sound nicer than hibernate , right dude .

Hey dude , 4 more mins to 8 pm .You should know what is my daily routine right ? Got to go now , take care bloggers , Chiao ! *Peace*

2010

This year isn`t my year,seriously...The girl who I missed is recently attached to another fucker which I don`t know which asshole was he from..Or is it pussy?Nahh,I don`t give a fuck.So I just have to start afresh and keep on hunting.Hunting on goals what I meant.This year is a horrible year for me playing floorball especially POL-ITE.And this year I`m underaged for sheesha,my friends has to smuggled me in.This year is FUCK UP.

THE END.

This Week Is Hard Enough

We lose in the Inter-ITE Final last Wednesday to Murugan`s College East team 5-1.Even though we are in the 2nd place,I`m truly satisfied with my overall performances cause I learn a thing or two in that competition.The most important lesson I learnt is,as a forward,you got to be a little patient.Be patient and the goal will come.Scored 3 goals in a total of 4 matches.Not bad,except for the first game cause I really couldn't`t get used to the play-up and my line-mates.

Yesterday was my debut in the POL-ITE competition.I think I`m the youngest in the team and I`m happy to be in the first 18.I`m not sure if I could be in the bench this Wednesday because our team has a total of 23 players.Yupp,about the debut,I only get the chance to make a 4 mins appearance in the last 4 mins of course.But I`m satisfied with that cause it`s better than not playing at all.**** my health man seriously.I feel like it`s dragging me down.But no matter what happen,I`m happy if I could get my 0.2 GPA points.

Going out real soon,see ya`

Journey To Final

Honestly,I don`t feel like blogging today.I`m so tired,serious shit!3 days of floorball….But 1 thing that cheered me up.Wednesday,10 am,will be the day I`ve been waiting for.We made it to the final of Inter-ITE Tournament and our final game will be against East Team 1 at Simei ITE.Today we won West Team2,lead by Rashid 6-1.I scored the 3rd team goal and added my tally to a total of 3 goals in 3 matches.Rashid scored for West Team.Unfortunately things doesn`t go well in my line.I don`t want to elaborate on this one.Final,here I come!

Breaking The Curse

I`ve finally get myself on the score sheet in the Inter-ITE Tournament by scoring 2 goals.We were trailing 1-0 in the first 5 mins when radziman score a beauty to equalised the score.To make the goal gap wider for both team,I managed to score 2 goals,both dragshot thanks to Jianda nad Safuan for their assist.First period end with the score 3-1 with us leading.

Second period begind and we were shocked to see East getting stronger and they score 4 goals in 11 mins!We were left only with 9 mins to get 3 goals.And so we did score 3 goals.I only know one of them was scored by Rusydi...

So,tomorrow we`ll be facing West Team 2 with Rashid as our biggest threat.We believe we can take them on.

CENTRAL ! ZASSS! ZAZAZAZAZAZAZAZAZAZA!

Rough Game Comes With A Gift,A Baluku!

First I wanna apologise for not updating much lately.I promise I`ll try to update at least once a week ok?

Today was my debut in the Inter-ITE Tournament and I can said that I played badly.Didn`t score,didn`t assist but I earned myself a baluku!West #4 were in frot of me so I just keep pushing him forward.He suddenly went behing me ang unknowingly,hit my head with his stick.Cool right?Hahahaha!We played against West Team 1,but it was their weaker team and we successfully beat them 7-2.I feel so bad not to score on my debut,and I`m not sure whether I`m too over-confident resulting me to be complacent,or am I just feeling scared due to lack of confidence.Well one thing for sure,I`ll never be the same old me.And one more thing,there were fight going on just now where both team get inside the court trying to beat Iman up.And even the outsider join too!Poor Iman getting a 10 min penalty...Lastly,I made up a few decisions:

1)Quit POLITE team to focus on studies
2)Take a long break from floorball activities
3)Staying with Gunners.Hopefully we can meet with Daredevil and give West #4 what he gave me today.

Tomorrow will be a tiring day.2 matches at night and the afternoon.Playing against East Team 1 in the afternoon and then a friendly match against NYP at night with the fellow Merahans.I`m wondering right now,if I played badly and I couldn`t score not only on my debut but also against the easiest team in the group today,how am I gonna score tomorrow.Hell yeah there`s alot of thinking I need to do know.Goodnite folks!

One Step Nearer

Yupp one step nearer to realised my dream.Heard from Jd that there`s a high chance that I might get a spot in the Combined ITE Team to represent the whole ITE in POLITE.The reason that I was selected is that they have no time for selection or trial because the POLITE competition will be held on July.So I`m not gonna dissapoint my coach.I just want to get in the team and take it step by step.Its an acomplishment if I`m selected in the team.But next I got to focus to get into the first 2 line...But people says that speaking is easier than done.So I`m not gonna say much but I`ll proved you guys during this coming Inter-ITE that will be held on 7th of June.57 more days guys,countdown with me will ya`?

Hitting the sack now.I just hope my dream will be a reality...Will it be a life-changing experience??We`ll see about that sweetheart...

Hectic Schedule

It`s getting hot lately,really hot...Making me feel like I`m a hot stuff ^^ haha I`m just kidding.Don`t want to spoil your mood today.Well I guess I`ve decided that from today onwards,I will bathe 5 times a week!Its been 2 days,2 exact day I`ve problem sleeping because of the room temperature.And worse case,whenever I`m asleep I never failed to wake up around 3 am.It was so hot that I decided to take a bathe and without even needing the help of the water heater.Surprisingly I thought I will catch a cold,but the water seems kinda warm.Get back to bed again and found myself waking up 2 in the afternoon!Yupp,you`re absolutely right I was late for school.Should I used the word 'late' when the class is already over?Hmm,who gives a shit when the fact was obvious that I did not went to school.

And that is when the whole problem came.Late for school,absent without a valid reason,my attendance is best described as 'pathetic'.So my teacher confront my mum and sis and they reach to this stupid deal.If I`m late once again,they will pulled me out from my school floorball team.Competition is in 2 months time.I can`t take any more risk.Therefore,for now,I`m not gonna be active on floorball anymore,not so much I guess.My exam is coming in this end of month and I`m still have 11 more chapters to memorized...Bad news,heard from a friend that Div 1 is gonna start in 2 weeks time.How the hell am I gonna cope?Shitto...

And 1 more thing,sometimes I find myself lazy to blog(sorry for being straightforward).It`s just I`m lazy to type letters by letters.Most of the time I used my tumblr.I liked it cause I can post a beautiful picture that is almost comparable picture playing on my mind and I used less word but at the same time strong too.Afterall LOVE is a hot topic,and I admit I`m hot.Haha anything catch me up @ meagainstthispatheticworld.tumblr.com

Well I guess I end it here.See ya` sunshine.Haha,siao...

What is wrong with Me?

Recently went home late at night.It wasn`t once but more than once.Crazy huh?But it was great actually,hangout with Sean,Zabid and Haris.Well yesterday we went to Marina Bay near the IR Resort.Was pretty awesome,seriously.And we discovered a very cool 'lepak' corner near the Flyer.We also planned to bring our girlfriends together one day.Not sure when that day will come.Hahaha.

Anyway I started coming to school late these days.And yesterday I was actually late for 2 hours!Teacher punished me during PE lesson for being stubborn.And during OSA,damn man...Massive headache strike me...Walk like a drunkard,I needed something to support me.School getting great lately,really great.

I heard that this admire of mine went to the floorball trial yesterday.I`m not in love with her,it`s just that she looked so similar with my ex.Well,maybe not the attitude but their faces really looked alike.I hope she is coping well(talking about the girl who went for the trial)and I hope she enjoyed the sport.Since I don`t dare to talk to you personally,I should just wish you good luck here then.Wish you could feel it.

Well planned that I`ll be watching movie this Sturday with Zabid,Star,Sean,Haris and Sue.I can`t wait seriously.I really hoping that we`ll be watching Iron Man 2.The first one was pretty cool though,haha.I CAN`T WAIT!!!

Ok got to go now,I`ve some errands to run to.Goodbye and takecare.

Few hours before the end of Div 4

1]Last Div 4 game
Yupp.Will be playing against Xishan Young Flamingoes in 4 hours time.We have to beat this team to get 2nd place in the league and get promoted to Div 3.If we lose,then we`ll stuck again in Div 4...The pressure is up guys.Not sure if we can win this.Is not that I have no confident...Just trying my best not to be complacent.Kind of feeling anxious about later result,my mind is blank right now.I guess I`ll stop typing about it now so that I won`t feel more nervous.

"We win we'll praise it,we lose,we'll praise it too."

-Dialogue from the movie Facing The Giant

2]Found my long lost buddy!
His name is Jin Sui,some of you all should know him.2 years ago he migrated back to Italy to reunite with his family.I felt bad those dys.Everyone was not going for CCA because they had some kind of farewell dinner,but I did not attednd.Why?Because of damn floorball...I felt bad and guilty back then..But it doesn`t matter cause I already found him,and I gona treasure this friendship as long as I lived.By the way,guess how I find him?Believe it or not,it`s by friendster.Caue friendster have the person email address.And so I added him at msn.Voilla!

3]Solfeggio
Was so fantastic!I really enjoyed Ain`s band concert.It was the perfect time to so-called release stress.Thanks Ain,for everything =]

Should it be Happy or Disappointed?

1]Team 1
Yupp,I`m selected for Team 1 of College Central Floorball.Today training itself I`ve assigned with important ask even though I`m just a Year 1 floorballer.Firstly,I was appointed to take-in charge of all floorballer form Bishan ITE,and the person who assist me will be Zul.He is currently playing for Zarf.It might be troublesome,but if you looked at it in a positive mindset,the teacher trusted me the job and proved that he has faith in me.Secondly,I was also assigned a task which a selected people will have to meet College Central Principal to held a short meeting.Just a little bit discussion about the floorball team.And lastly,I was selected to play for Team 1!Yupp,very excited too.But due to my **** ** course,I can`t play in the IVP competition because my course is only 1 year,while IVP will be held somewhere in January next year.As you guys know,participating in major competition has always been 1 of my dream.But when the teacher told me that I won`t be able to play,I just feel so disappointed.But that urged me to do well in studies and hopefully get into Higher Nitec.

2]Band Concert at Raffles Hotel.
Yes I already have my pair of tickets for the Solfeggio:The Finale concert.It is Ain`s band concert which will be held at the Raffles Hotel on a very cool Saturday night.The concert will be featuring the Bedok Town Military and also the Alumni Bands.After a few bad days over the past few weeks,finally I could used this opportunity to take some break.It`s gonna be an enjoyous one I`m sure.

Gonna end my post here cause my bro wanna use the laptop.Overall,I`m happy tonight,hope that tomorrow will be a better day.Goodnight guys =]

Team Selection

1]College Central Floorball.
Tomorrow will be the selection for guys team,either Team 1 or Team 2.Well I still have not recovered from my knee injury,so I`ll try to take this trial lightly.I don`t wanna get hurt for Sunday game against Xishan Young Flamingoes.Afterall.we all have to beat this to promote to Div3.Can`t wait to meet up with floorball mates.Jianda,Zul,Rusydi,Khairul and Najib.Sorry if I missed out anyone cause we I might not know you guys that much.Well,hope to be making friends tomorrow,I might need some.Hahaha,and good luck for tomorrow.

2]Finally a laptop.
Its a gift from my Dad.Well it comes at the right timing cause almost all my school assignments will need the help from the computer like using the Microsoft Exel,Powerpoint,or the Microsoft Office Word.I wish I could thank you personally,but the hatred in me is just preventing it....

3]First Concert I ever Attend
Ain will be having her band concert at the Raffles Hotel this Saturday.Yupp,you heard me right its the RAFFLES HOTEL.Haha,I`m so gonna enjoyed my weekend,well hopefully if we beat Xishan this Sunday.And I`ll be seeing her soon to passed on the money for the tickets.I bought two cause a friend of mine couldn`t make it.So if anyone of you guys are interested to come with me,you could give me a buzz by calling my old number which is 8208****.Thanks.

Ending my post here,have a nice day guys! =]

It's Getting Hot Lately

1]Hot Topic in school.
The April intake.Yes.Lots of people are getting excited about this.Hot chicks,small dicks,everyone wanna know.Making us look like so desperate for sex.As a guy,and a honest one too,there's not much chick in this April intake.Many guys was so dissapointed...But who gives a shit?This won't make your GPA higher am i right?? -.- Haizz...The world won't changed.We can't fight them,but that give us the right to joined them?God knows...

2]Floorball Div4
Latest result we draw with Nhac Tre 5-5.Very dissapointed of myself.Sara was'nt there.The coach who inspire us and motivate us to do better.Fattah did well to guide us along with Kok Boon,Jaypal and Mazran.But it was'nt enough to defeat them.Look at what we've gotten into,now we have no choice but to win all the remainder games to gained promotion.Promotion chance are getting slimmer,but not our fighting spirit.

3]Not a good boy recently.
I'm bad.I do all sort of thing.I don't deserved your help,your love,your everything.I'm so dissapointed of myself,you know that??

Had a bad day today,ending my post here.Goodnight......

3 'Finals' but 1 Purpose

1]The remainder Div4 games aka Final
3 more matches till the end of the Div4 season.Firstly playing against Nhac Tre tomorrow,and then Ole Locomotive next week and finally Xishan Young Flamingoes the week after.We jave a mindset that all 3 matches will be like a final because we can't suffer anymore defeat.Currently we are 2nd in the table.Xishan is behind us with the same point but we lead in goal differences.If we managed to win Nhac Tre tomorrow,Ole Locomotive should'nt be a problem.That means we will face off with Xishan in the final game.Whoever wins,they will be promoted to Div3.Its a do-or-die situation...

2]Paranormal Activity?
Firstly my friends and I went to Henderson Wave to hangout,enjoyed the breeze.When it reaches 9 pm,we decided to explore the Alkaff Mansion because my friend find out about this hidden path that lead to the mansion.Along the way,I used my phone to record the sound,if we managed to get any 'unknown friends' following us.The path was dark and halfway we stopped.One of my friend backed out and we asked him why,he just says that he will tell us when re reaches the Henderson Wave.When we were going back,i make another recording.So when we reach a safer places,it was crowded surprisingly,he told us what happened.He say that he smelled a scent,very sweet like a flower scent.And when we were reaching near the hidden path the scent is even stronger.After that we hear the recording which I recorded earlier.When we going to the Mansion,we could hear a loud noise as if it was like someone breathing.But that is just a possibility,it could be the wind.But the problem is,when we were going to the Mansion,the surrounding is just cooling there was no wind!So we moved on to hear the second recording,when we returned back to Henderson Wave.After a few seconds,we heard a beeping sound and it sounded so near to my phone!We thought it was my friend's phone,but we were wrong.1 of my friend's phone wass off,and another one did'nt received or send any messages.So we could'nt proved if it was the 'unknown friend' or is it wild imagination playing in our mind.This is 1 great experience for me.We were quite daring but I was dissapointed we did'nt managed to walk through the hidden path.But at least,we managed to get home safely.

3]Fetivo 2010,BMSS Carnival
I don't know what to say about this one.I don't feel like going seriously.But if I managed to see Yemen,my effort is worthwhile.Goodluck,Afiq.

I'm afraid of dog seriously.

1]New friend from Sweden =]
His name is Joakim Mellberg aged 17 this year.From Sweden.Very friendly kind of guy.And the coolest thing about him,he played floorball too.But sadly,injuries prevent him from playing...He told me at facebook that his injury was quite serious.The more he run,the more unbearable the pain he'll feel.And the last time he played was 4 years ago.So sad though...

2]Stupid dog... =[
I was sitting outside my house when suddenly my neighbour opened her gate.And that damn creature came out.At first it looked so friendly man...Then it started barking at me and I started to run.Too bad the dog is slow...It chases me to the staircase till the owner called it back.My neighbour quickly apologise to me and as usual I acted cool and say it's ok...I swear I gonna have my revenge 1 day.4 legs still run slower than me.Tsk tsk tssssssk....

Good Friday,I'll make a Confession.

1]Sinking Ship? =l
Rumours says that some of the seniors are leaving Merahan Knights after this season.I don't know if it's real or not but I hope not.Can't imagined how are we gonna play without them...If it's true that the seniors are leaving,maybe I'll leave too,cause they won't be any mentor sticking with us.It's sad seriously.I thought it was an honour to play with them.Looks like this coming season is my only chance to cherished every single moment with them.After that it will be a new chapter.So i have'nt decide about my future.Whether to continued playing or retired from playing in the league.I just put my mind on school competition.And most importantly is POLITE and Inter-ITE.

2]April Fool =]
Me getting pranked,0.Me pranked on someone,1.April fool is getting boring as we grew older.Anyway I pranked Ain,and seriously it was a funny one.She moved out to Woodland from Tampines,so I knew she miss Tampines.Told her that Tampines was hit with a 'mini earthquake'.At first she did'nt believe,and unexpectedly even her sis and a friend of ours,Jianda,played along and we managed to fooled her.Jianda even give her a website link which does not exist to checked on about the earthquake.And the good thing no one pranked me.I survived....

3]Confession =]
A few weeks ago,I almost decided to quit floorball.It was after our league game against Catholic High.We won that game.I was very dissapointed with the way I played,very dissapointed.Plus,at that moment I could'nt cope with the break up with Emira.I just can't accept it.I was so stressed that after the game I went to the toilet,and there was no one inside.So I thought this was the perfect time.Keep hitting my left wrist with my floorball stick.I just keep thinking of breaking the wrist so that I'll never touch the floorball stick again.But I failed.It was too painful I could'nt bear so i stopped hitting it.But now,I'm fine.Thanks to the support of my friends,everything goes back to normal.This is a confession I had make,I swear it's true and I swear I'm ok right now.Please don't feel worried about me ok?

Just wanna wish everyone a good holiday.Goodbye and take care =]

Blog for your life!When boredom strike...

1]Youngest referee ever!
First I wanna thank to Mr Kok Boon for giving me the opportunity to refereed some of the C'Div floorball match.It's a learning experience and a useful one too.Total,up to today,I had already refereed 7 games in just 2 days!And the best part is,I might just created history by being the youngest referee in Singapore to refereed a competitve games.I was 16 years and 7 months old when I refreed my 1st game.Very cool indeed!Once again I'll like to thank My Kok Boon.Thank you...

2]How to trained your dragon.
Funny animated movie.About a young boy who tries to make peace with a dragon.I won't update this one cause you really should watch it!5 out of 5.

Ok,that's all for today...Boredom gonna strike =[ Good morning and byebye.

A new Expectation

1]Finally... =[
Yeah finally,get to blog again...Connection sucks these days huh?Anyway life is such a bored,when can we end this..I mean,end this,period.

2]New team,new expectation. =l
Well first,currently I'm playing for Merahans Gunners in Div4 which is the lovest division in the floorball league.Doing well down there,scored goals and assist a few.It's a honour to play any club that has the word 'Merahans' in it.So,Mr Sekaran allowed me to played for Merahans Knight,our senior team.It's a very respectable team playing in Div1.At first I thought it was'nt a good idea.But after my coach advices me,he opened up my eyes.It's a great exposure he told me.Say that I could go far.He even set an aim for me,to play line 2.This is his expectation.It's hard I know,but i won't give up without trying.Happy to play with the seniors,I can't wait to start.Will update this more when the season begin.

3]Holiday =[
Boriiiiiiiiing.Someone please asked me out.I sound like a loner do I?Haha.2 more weeks before school reopen..Let's enjoyed,let's get drunk!haha,so bored i don't bother to update this one.Holiay?I called it helliday....

Signing off take care jackasses....

1 more Day to Holiday !

1]School =]
Face the impossible countless of times!Have you ever tried to memorised a script for at least an hour.In addition,it's a 3 pages full of dialogues!Well,I'm proud to say I did and not only once but twice!Exam is finally over...Feeling confident I guess..Haha..I'm coping well in school.At first I was kinda in a rushed,but in the end thanks to my friends I did my role play really well.Thanks guys...

2]School Holiday =]
3 weeks of holiday...Cool or what??Haha.Wanna countdown with me??Come on...Just 1 more day and I can chill a little bit.No more school,no more project and no more homeworks..So whats my plan??My friend and I decided to go to places that has our childhood memories...Zoo,BirdPark,Sentosa,Asian Civilisations Museum and many more!Oh my...I can't wait!!Will update more on this =]

3]Ain =]
Ain:Will you return the kind of love if I were to show?
Me:I will =]
Cool huh?

Thats all for tonight,will update more.Don't wait ok?Hahah.Hope you guys have a nice day,take care =]

My opinion in;

1]Friendship

Definition:The state of being friends.Checked the dictionary if you dont believed me -.- In my opinion,friends is the 2nd group who we can trust after our family.Friends is someone who we can seek when we have troubles or doubt.They support us,not demoralised us.Without friends,life will be harder.We won't succeed much cause there won't be the word 'teamwork' in our dictionary,our dictionary.Friends make us smile more than making us shed tears.Even if they make us cried,it'll be tears of joy.There is 2 groups of friends.The bad one,and the good one.If the number of the good friends increased,the number of bad friends will increased too.It is just a matter of which type of people you like to hangout with.In my opinion,friends should'nt be jugde by their race,or their backgroung.Let it be poor or rich,both parties are still human -.- Why we are human?Check the dictionary and searched this word called 'emotion'.Without emotion we won't be human and there is no such thing as friend.In another word,friendship don't exist in everyone's heart.

2]Love

We are young,I mean for my generation.We tend to fall in love easily...That's a fact,no one can denied that.In my opinion,communication and trust are 2 important element to fall in love.Without any of this one,I don't think you'll have a smooth ride trust me.In my opinion,when you loved someone,you want him or her to feel special.You want to take care of them for the rest of your life.You also want them to be happy at all time.An example of 'no trust'.Ladies get paranoid easily.And when they find out you lied to them it make it even harder to trust you.An example of 'no communication'.Guys like the ladies to so-called entertained them.When they don't get this entertainment thingy,they tend to think that their girl are roaming around with other guy.In my opinion,if you don't really love this girl,please don't waste her time.Time is money,dude...

Thanks for reading my opinion on this 2 topic tonight.It's just my opinion,there's no right or wrong.You can aceepted it or think otherwise.To cut it short,THIS IS MY OPINION!! GOODNIGHT! Hahaha =]

Events Happened Before Today which is Yesterday or the day Before Yesterday and so on....

1]Yesterday match against NYP =]
We won 8-7 against NYP.It was a close fight for both team,especially in the 3rd period.I managed to score only 1 goal =[ My target before this was to score a hat-trick in this match but I failed.You should know how I feel right?Yupp,very disappointing...I can't do much...I'm just like a victim in this match.Let me ask you something.How am I gonna play floorball if they don't?Yesterday match could be bloody,but I managed to control my anger.Well,maybe I'm the one at fault.One of the opponent pushed my teammate to the board.I was a bit mad to see how my teammate was treated.When it was my turn to play,as in line-change,I pushed the guy who pushed my teammate to the board earlier on,the same guy.Things get sour after that.He turned his back towards me,and walked towards me and he wanted to faked punch me.So I give him a cold look,not giving up.I don't want him to think that I'm afraid of him.And then...another guy came in and keep pointing me and saying 'you better watch out!'.It was kinda mixed emotion.1st it was funny cause of his face...Paiseh arh boy???Haha.2nd,I was scared because this 2 jackass are so desperate to punch me in the face.Lastly,I felt angry seeing how they treated my teammates.Very violent,very disappointing...Come on lah...Is this what you called 'floorball'?Nevertheless we still won.At least there's a reason for us to be happy.

2]Double Champs (12/3/2010) =]
First we start with the girl's match.It's Merahans against Teck Whye Secondary School.Teck Whye was unlucky,very unlucky.Teck Whye scored the first goal but too bad the goal was disallowed because one of the player are inside the box.In addition,to their bad luck I say,2 shots hit the post twice in the 1st period itself!Finally,they get their deserving goal with great play at the corner.Nice lob to the centre of the goal,Teck Whye star forward just volleyed it inside the net and the crowd started to cheer GOAL!!!Merahans then find themselves trailing 1-0.To cut it short,Merahan's Diana scored a hat-trick to make it 3-1 before Teck Whye scored another goal to make it 3-2.Teck Whye decided to play power-play.He took out the keeper to filled in an outfielder making it 5 versus 4.But their plan backfired as Merahans #21 Nina scored a beauty wrap-around in an open goal.The girls won 4-2.

In the guys match....Merahans take on last year rival Victorians.Victorians were very disappointing cause they gived up after losing 4-0 in the 1st period.Merahan's #4 Mazran man-of-the-match scored a hat-trick.With his solid combination with #8 Alif,line 1 managed to scored 6 goals out of 10.Merahans won 10-1.Congrats to both boys and girls team! =]

Super-duper Saturday

1]Today =]
Woke up 7 am,continued sleeping back for another 30 mins and woke up again at 7.30 am.Bath changed clothes and leave my house around 8.05 am for floorball training.After floorball training which ends at 12 pm,went to lunch with some of my friends at this Singpost building located nearby the Paya Lebar MRT station.We ate kfc meals,not letters...Hahaha.And after eating we hang around.Well...maybe to let our stomach digest the food first,and in the process everyone was tired and sleepy so we went home soon after.As I have lots of spare time,why not I send Ain home first.And so,i did so and I was happy about it,very happy indeed.Haha..After sending her home,it was my turn to go home and finally reached my house 5-10 mins before 5 pm.Was too tired,I did'nt bath,went straight to my bed.Lied down,eyes shut,and when I opened my eyes I was already at my Dreamland..Haaha.Woke up.Shocked too.Was splashed with cold water by my younger sis cause I was late for my prayer.Basket...And...Had kfc for dinner.Again -.- Tsk tsk tsk tsssssssssk!!!

With Blueny at Vivo

1]New format for my blog =]
Sometime my blog post can be pretty bored.Thats why I'm changing the format.From now onwards,it won't be in paragraphs,but in point form instead.By this way,it will be easier for you to understand and you can skip topic that you are not that interested.Hope you are okay with that and hope that number of visitor will keep on increasing!

2]Tomorrow's B'Div Final =]
Girls;Merahans VS Teck Whye.Boys;Merahans VS Victoria.Will meet Alvin at Woodland MRT at 1.30 pm,straight after my school ends.He wanted to find his stuff first,thats why we planned to come early.Well don't have much to talk on this one.All I'll say now is good luck Merahans.Break your leg!

3]Ain smiles like this =]
Ain like to sigh.Like this :(.I taught her a new way,like this =].Told me that she is gonna moved to Woodland soon...So she feels a bit sad..But don't worry,cause Afiq is here...Hahahaha.I hope I can cheer you up,maybe I will.You will talked to me this Saturday right?But why do I have to start the conversation instead of you?The good thing is,I 'll be glad to do so,starting the conversation.Saturday.We'll see about that ok?Hahaha =]

4]With Blueny at Vivo =]
First I was supposed to meet her at Chinese Garden MRT at 2.30 pm.Then she changed it to 5 pm plus.And then...ya she changed again around 4.30 pm to 5 pm -.- So we went to Vivo then.Chatting in the mrt,talking about her PB(Pretty Boy).Finally reach Harbourfront mrt,we really got no idea where to go so I decided just to hang around at the skypark...Chatting again,taking pictures and was watching some inmature kids from BMSS fooling around when they were wearing the school uniforms.Almost wanted to called Mr Satwant to complained,but in the end I changed my mind cause I remembered I used to be like them last time.Hahaha.Reach 6 we went home.Thought of taking bus but decided to walk instead.Save a few cents,slight improvement I guess.By the way good luck Blueny,for your POA test tomorrow.

5]Sleeping,my new hobby -.-
Yupp.Soon to be.I just starting to love sleeping.I like it when my eyes feels like burning.Cause I know I will have a good night sleep.But I hate waking up.I mean,I hate when I wake the first thing came to my mind is school.And I will be thinking to myself 'where is my weekends??i really need some....just to sleeeeep!!!'.Hahaha.And the good thing is,I'm able to wake up on my own.Last time,my mum will probably splashed me a cup of cold water and I'll be like freak out.But now I'm change.Sad to say,I only know how to manage my sleep at the age of sixteen.Muahahaha!

Happy Happy Tuesday

1)Last ITE training =[
Today is the last day of training.Cause exam is nearing,starting this wednesday till next week.Today was great.Practicing dribbling,for roughly half an hour and we started play match for one and a half hour.After the training,stayed back with a group of friends cause we actually ordered 6 boxes of pizza.This is probably our last training together,cause next term onwards,the boys training will be separated from the girls training.In another words,one of us has to shift to another campus.

2)Floorball B'Div Championship =]
First,I would like to congrats both the guys and the girls Merahans B'Div team for qualifying for the Final this Friday at Republic Polytechnic.It'll be a double final for Merahans,with the girls will be playing against Teck Whye and the guys facing off with last year 1st runner up,Victoria School.It will be a classic game for the guys i'm sure.I might be attending the match,maybe not.Depends on my mood and see if i'm tired or not.But i'm sure both of the guys and the girls team will be crowned Champion because of their experiences.Not only that,BMSS,my former school sent some of the players to Finland last year for trainings,camp and also competition.And they don't easily give up just like me!I'm just kidding.Haha,goodluck Merahans!

3)My new friend,Ain =]
First,Ain i wanna say that i saved your number not just for any emergency,but also,i wanna be friends with you.Hahaha,finally dare to admit.Sorry for last training.I did'nt talk much with you..I'm still feeling abit uncomfortable.But we'll be just perfectly fine.Thanks for accepting me as a friend.I'll be looking forward doing more stuff together with you in the near future =]

4)Blueny Monteith =]
Maybe going out with her this Thursday.Venue not confirmed.She's feeling troubled i can see that.I hope i can cheer her up on that day itself.Should we catch a movie on that day?She wanted to watch this movie called 'Alice in Wonderland'.My sis told me it was nice,the movie.So that is my plan.Cheer up sexy,you look like a toad every time you give this comment (-____-) on any of my status.I'm just kidding...Still as retard as Einstein huh??Hahaha +.+

5)Belated Birthday Bash for Zack =]
His name is Zack.My senior in the floorball team.Till now i'm not sure what position he play cause he sometimes play as an outfielder and some time he play as a goallie.His birthday was last Saturday but he received his birthday bash today.He tried to escaped from us but was still caught by us in the end.We sang him a birthday song before we bathe him with Sprite and Coke.Hahaha!I was so freaking stupid!!!I was drinking my cola and there were about half left.I decided to joined in the fun and started pouring my cola on his head!Waste my 80 cents....Anyway,happy belated birthday Zack. =]

6)SFL Div 4(update on 1st half of the season) =]

Here's the floorball update:
Merahan Gunners VS Weekend Warrior (3)7-8
Merahan Gunners VS SMU Scorpion (0)3-4
Merahan Gunners VS Team TJ (2)14-2
Merahan Gunners VS Catholic High (2)9-5
Merahan Gunners VS Daredevil (1)13-4

Merahan Gunners VS NYP [14 March]
Merahan Gunners VS Victorian [21 March]
Merahan Gunners VS Yokohama [28 March]

* Bracket represent no. of goal I scored.

7)Weekly special:Happy Happy Tuesday! =]
Even though feeling so stress,i'm still taking it slooooowly...Exam is coming,projects flowing in like a river.But i was so damn happy today!the feeling is so great.First in my class for 2.4 km run this morning.But i'm still not satisfy with the timing.My target was to finished before 10 nins but i was late by a few seconds.My timing was 10.23 mins....But nevertheless,i'm still the happiest guy on earth,well for today only i guess.To finish this post i would like to say something my friend taught me a few days ago.I would like to say.....Be optimistic,be retarded!!!Haha goodnight!eh...i mean good morning...Haha =]

Untitled Sunday

what a boring sunday...plus humid too...thought of partying with my friends,but too bad i was'nt in the mood...so went home early,thought i could get a rest cause i slept 4 am or 5 yesterday night.was chatting with Jianda and Ain in msn...make new friend...so back to the story,thought i could have a rest...but...my mum asked me to do some of the house chores...all my siblings went out...making me the scapegoat...boriiiiiiiiiiiiiing.....

I'm sorry mr sekaran.if i was wrong to think that you are dissapointed of me...my point is,i'm a forward but i can't even play like one.we were depending on a sec 2 boy for goodness sake.he is even the team top scorer...even if you are not dissapointed of me,i will still feel dissapointed.cause i know i can do better...but i can't find that form...i need time...i'm not sure if you are reading this mr sekaran....next match against NYP....if i can't score hat trick...i will be a dissapointment...that's all i got to say.

its miserable at best finale

ending...new chapter i guess...flipped open to unit 17,page 15,369 a chapter called 'the new beginning'.it's over.i mean it.was first happy when she accpeted me in facebook as her friend yesterday.today her relationship status was 'in an open relationship with *******'.crushed my hope,every single thing.it just take 2 weeks...for her...to moved on.salute her,quite impressed.can't even be friends..nevermind..i lose the fight,Blueny.lose,has always been.

Hope she'll be happy always.cause i'm sure.pretty sure...when i first told her that i'm sure there's a guy who can look after her better than me.things will get better for me.told myself that.another side of me says 'bullshiiiiit'.now is only you and me Chill.just you and me.lets focus on getting into the combined ite team.that all for today...sorry for the short blog i post.and now i wanna say,'its miserable at.......End!'hahahaha.ok,goodbye and have a nice day =]

its miserable at best part 4

yo wassup!haha,cool huh..lets start with floorball update.yesterday we beat Daredevil 13-4.managed to score 1 only.mr sekaran was there.he was dissapointed with the way i played even though i was the playmaker in the game...had always been dissapointed..planned to do airhook,but never get the chance to get close to the goal post...the opponent were just too fast.but its ok,we still won.thats my purpose for playing.

Missed her.most of the time.all the time,i mean.but taking it slowly.don't want to crashed onto something.i heard she sprained her ankle last friday.felt bad.for not being there for her.break my promise.if only i came earlier,i might have offered her my help.but NO.says my friend.they told me,i'm not related to her anymore,i should just mind my own business.i was mad at them.i still regard her as 1 of my friends.told them not to say that again ever.but will she see me as her friend?or perhaps,her enemy...all up to you emira.i can't do much here...i heard that you already moved on.good for you.bad for me.real bad...i just can't believed this.gone so fast...nevermind...lets not talk about it.one thing i realised.winning a game without you being there.the feeling is just weird.very weird.kept looking at the supporters area..was hoping if you were there..but still...you was'nt there.was like searching for you instead of looking at the ball.when we concede i did'nt even realised..thats the funniest part.you can laugh now...

Recently met this girl online.her nickname is Blueny.very cheerful kind of person.was lucky i met her...taught me to be optimistic even though it will be hard..she told me not to give up.cause one day,you will forgive me.and accept me as your friend.well hopefully.she taught me.alot of stuff.the meaning of 'colgate' in spainish.the population of china.told me a true story of an unlucky road sweeper.told me the largest toys distributor.it was'nt toys r' us...its actually MacDonald.interesting right?yupp,i know.she's a really close friend.i respect her for who she is.she support me.from the back.told me not to give up.keep me going.i wanna thank you Blueny.i never had the chance to do so.but 1 day i will.Blueny,i will win this fight right?only you understand how dissapointed i am.my life.my action...its not too late emira...there's this peribahasa,im not sure there's a link to this or not but i hope you understand.don't laugh alright.here goes:kalau sesat di hujung jalan,balik ke pangkal jalan...hmm...im not sure there's a link but hope you know what i meant...lets go back to the old days emira..i've waited so long for this...can't keep me hanging like this all day...hope your leg are getting better.till then,its miserable at best part 4.goodnight and take care...

its miserable at best part 3

today nothing much..won yesterday game against Catholic High 9-5.i played badly.one word described me best 'dirty'.elbow,pushing,holding opponent stick,staring at them,i was lucky to go home in one piece.scored two goals but was'nt happy with how i played.the magic just won't worked,and my stick was like a body without her soul..she was dead,gone..away with you.i need it back,my strenghtmy confidence and most importantly my love.today.straight away went to bed after school and sleep.dream about you..2nd time..dreamt that you finally understand me...and forgive me...we were crying,crashing onto each other arms.hold you tight,even though you ask me to let go,i say no.is this a good sign emira?i hope so,i say to myself.im still hoping,still not gonna give up..im so tired...think gonna fall sick any moment..but im strong,strong like a big fat sun..i still remember this,'big fat sun'.its great memory,im telling you..not sure if i could continue going for 2.4km tomorrow...i feel so weak,but i don't have much choice.gonna imagined that you will at the starting point,supporting me..to boost my morale..my pathetic morale..i really hope for us to meet one day emira..even if it's just as a friend..but i just want us to be more than a friend...my actions speak how bad my responsibility is...i just want to understand you deeper.that was my intention..but you just make me feel as if i'm your enemy...it feel's like dying emira..when you see the person you loved most don't even regard you as a friend.i'm not sure how long it takes..but it was fun chatting with you at msn for the fourth time...wished you had slap me at the bus stop..so that i always felt guilty...thats all i have to say today...its miserable at best [3rd part]...and still counting.

its miserable at best part 2

woke up.i cant sleep..9am rite now..i never woke up so early on weekends that often.i missed her..but at the same time she is trying to moved on,and i'll move along.i'm waiting..for later game,playing against Catholic High.our next match in div 4.gonna wear the captain armband today,gonna lead the young team to victory...but there's no point cant't you see?i'm already losing,every single memories we had together.your lauhgter,your smiles and i remembered when you massage my arms after the match...i stink,you told me..keep calling me 'smelly boy'.ypu are my 'smelly gal',always...then i went to the toilet cause you ask me to bath..but all the cubicle there's only toilet bowl!i can't just put my head in and flushed it right?So i just washed my head at the sink,put on some perfume,and you were still scared of me...scared that i'll turn into smelly boy.but,i was'nt stink anymore so you let me hug you.hugging you after a game its the best thing to do...then my head was in a mess...earlier on i washed it but didnt comb it.you actually cared enough to took out the comb from your bag and help me to comb my hair...do you know that,that is the first time in a long time since i last comb my hair?you comb my hair,you cared for me.i wanna hold your hands again...we'll sweat,cause i have sweaty palm...hand will be smelly,her goes the story of a smelly boy and smelly girl...then,when i send you home,when we are alone in the mrt,i hold you in my arms..was like hugging a pillow..my smelly pillow.then i can't stop kissing you.its like i was so addicted to your lips and you asked me why i kissed you so many time?and i say,'hmm,good question*kiss*...let me think*kiss*...do i need a reason to kiss you*kiss?*'your lips was like a drug,my own drug..kept me alived everytime i don't feel like living..my lips are turning dried,emira..i missed you..my smelly gal..i'll never ever forget this memories,the mrt kissing memories,cause thats the point when im actually showing how much i love you.but..it wasnt enough..i wont't give up emira..everyone else asked me to give but hell no i wont..it's a deep one huh?the wound in your heart..remember when i post something in facebook:when your heart is broken,it'll always be heartbroken?you told me i was wrong..proved it to me emira..i still don't believe you dont love me anymore..i'll wait.that's all i gotta say.i'll wait.

its miserable at best

finally...get the chance to blog again...but everthing is too late.Lose something precious recently.I lose her.My first love.Was my fault,i know she hate me to the core...i hate myself too for what i've done.i know it's too late but here goes the story of true experience from my life.my pathetic life..we quarrel most of the time.i can sensed that she was tired..i don't want to hurt her any further..i thought that by going our separate way,things will get better.but i was wrong.i never give damn about her,i never spared her feeling.i was selfish huh?then i told her i was wrong,lets start thing afresh but i know that she won't forgive me and will always hate me to the core.it's too late she told me and the most saddest part is when she told me she was so dissapointed of me.3 days ago, i met her.tried to explain things,hug her try not to let go,but she kept pushing me and say 'go away afiq,go away'.heartbroken,i let her go and watch her back facing me as she walk further and further.today her msn is online.try to explan things but i failed again..i beg.first time in my life...i beg.beg her to say something even if she wanna curse me,juz anything.kept quiet,all the time.2 nights ago,i chat with her at msn...right,your prediction is right.she ignore me.kept talking to myself for 2 hrs,she must have felt annoyed by me she signout without saying anything.look,i'm sorry ok.i even beg you,can't you see how sincere i am?so u wanna see me miserable at all time right??well,all i can say is your wish is granted.i'll wait emira.as long you are still single i don't believe i don't stand a chance.i'll wait.i promise you that you are my one and only right??i wont backed out.im sorry.